I feel peaceful and very contented. But then I have to get out of bed!Looking at the sewing machine in the corner, I decided that I really should try...to finish that A-line skirt I was making. So for today, I would be Suzy the seamstress. Sewing is not my real forte but, occasionally I get it right and the clothes fit my special shape (no hips or butt).I first ate a quick breakfast of yogurt and a banana, trying to keep my weight down, but I topped it off with a leftover fortune cookie. When. I felt a thrill as he gave me a classic "thumbs-up" gesture in reply. I was beginning to enjoy myself. I brought my hands up to my breasts and started rubbing my fingertips over the ends, teasing my own nipples through the smooth material of my bra and looking into his reflected face as I did so. I pulled down one bra strap and freed a breast from its cup. I have always been proud of my nice round-shaped breasts with their slightly upward pointing nipples. I let him look at my breast and erect. Will I die instantly. Or will I feel the sharp blade as it chops off my head. I lifted my shift as I felt another stream of warm piss running down my legs. Elizabeth and my guard looked away to spare me the humiliation of seeing me pissing in fear. I turned to Elizabeth as tears ran down my cheeks and asked her to make sure my head didn’t roll about. I didn’t want to suffer that indignity. I held my hand out to my guard and said lead me to the block please. We walked slowly across the room. I. The next morning we went down to the beach immediately after breakfast, Cathy was a different woman, gone was the shy, quiet woman, the one that had been down trodden by a man not even worthy of her, in her place was a beautiful, confident woman, a woman who actually looked like she enjoyed life.The ridiculously tiny white bikini panties she wore just about covered her slit, even her labia peeked out from either side of it, but she wore it proudly under the mini loin cloth tied loosely around.