I couldn’t even begin to tell you how many men I have had sex with over the years. I can’t do that to you, John, I love you too much.”“Megan,�...� I told her slowly, “If I have learned ANYTHING about you in the past week or so, it is that you NEVER sold yourself. Yes, you may have sold your body in order to survive, but you never sold YOURSELF. You did what you had to do ... HAD TO DO ... in order to survive.“If there is ANYTHING that a Marine understands, it is what we will all do in order to. You are the only oneMy stop came and I just got up and got down from the bus.That conversation kind of calmed my nerves a bit about seeing them in the road sometime in the future. I thought what could they do to me. They are also human beings like me. I kept seeing them here and there for sometime.In the meantime, in college I was getting ragged almost everyday. I told about it at home and no one took any particular interest in it and they said it will last one a few days and then it will. "My dearest Bonnie, I love you with all my heart. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?" He had tried to be serious and yet, somehow it sounded glib."No! Not until you do it properly," she demanded."OK, OK, just give me a minute," he said, slipping out of bed and padding naked to his armoire. Opening the door and extracting a small box, he returned to the bed and sat by Bonnie's side. He leaned over and kissed her, holding the side of her face with the palm of his. I run to the door and opening it brings floods of relief, joy, and trepidation to the core of my being. It’s them. Anna winks and me, says “Hi Dave” and walks into my house as if she owns it, wearing a high one-piece dress, brushing her body tightly against me as she pushes by. Rick follows, looking as if he is about to go out for a run. Wearing tight shirts and a vest. He looks pumped. “Are you going to work out and leave your sexy wife with me, Rick?” I say, looking forward to some alone time.