They all laugh at you. You’re not even capable of keeping yourself from seeming so pitiful. Oh, woe is me. Pity me! I wanna cry every night, I wanna...kill the world! People are disgusting! You… he nodded, using the razor on the back of his hand, …are full of shit. No tears came from her. Ella had heard this so many times she could mouth along. This was his monologue. This was his way of keeping her in place. He was everything to her, and therefore had the infallible power to pervert her. I came of age and then the first time I had my periods he knew exactly how it felt and I shared it with him too including my mother. I started to ovulate and when the discharge used to happen I was sure he would see and I used to tell him about it. It was all normal and then I started to like him and he was becoming very strict with me.Now as he was strict I wanted to be his GF and not his Daughter. I was also scared about mom and what if she came to know about this. I did not like him. "Well, in my defense, he did say and do some very unkind things," shecountered. "But really that's only a small part of it."She stood up and picked up a pair of Barbie dolls from a shelf. "Do youknow when I was little, I just loved playing with dolls? They were allplastic and glamorous, and with so many precious little accessories andpretty little outfits. I could play with them for hours. But you knowthe best part?" she asked rhetorically. "I could make them doabsolutely ANYTHING I wanted." As. Mera naam ravi hain mein Bajida Jattan Gaon Jilla Karnal ka rehna walan hun yeh baat us samay ki hain jab mene apni graduation khatam ki aur gaon lot kar aaya school se le kar graduation tak mein boys hostel mein rahan is liye sex aur ussse hone wali shukhad anubhuti se mein anbhigh thaJab mein train se gaon ke platform par utra toh mera dhyan tubewell par pani bharne aayi ladkiyon ki taraf akarshit hua sabhi par nahi sirf ek par use dekh aisa laga mano jannat ki koi apsara utar aai hon is.