"I found out.... You aren't who I thought you were. You aren't the man that I thought you were. And darling, after tonight, you won't be a man at al...." Christine? What are you talking about. Please let me loose and let's get out of here!"She just laughed again and said, "I don't think so. You're not getting out of here until I say so. You're not getting out of here until some serious changes are made."She slid a hand down from my stomach to my crotch and grasped it firmly. For some. She was beautiful and was really concerned about me. She would often ask me about what I would do if she wasn’t there and other scenarios. She said, “I need time to think about it”. I replied, “Take your time”.If she wanted to reject me, she would have done it the next moment I proposed her. I thought she was making me wait. So I was happy and relieved. She was fair, and a bit shorter than me with a perfect body and a beautiful face. She was caring and she was really my type. I couldn’t ask God. I just needed the right inspiration.It came, quite by accident, when I put one of my husbands x-rated movies into the VCR.The movie has a scene where this young girl straps on a dildo so she has pelvic control of it and while this other couple humps away, missionary style, she sneaks some K-Y onto the guy's anus!He's totally unaware until she puts the tip at his back door and starts jamming it into him, piggy back!I queued up the movie and showed that scene to our daughter, after she got home. " Is this something you want help with?" she asked."No, not really! I was hoping that maybe at some point you could sitdown with her and get her to understand what I'm going through. Maybe wecould work something out. As it is I'm drinking heavily, can't sleep andI'm developing the shakes and tremors." I notice that you didn't come here today dressed. But I do see yourbody is shaved, clear nail polish on fingers and toes, eyebrows shaped,ankle bracelet, toe rings and triple pierced ears." No,.