She had always been intelligent, and well spoken. Suddenly, not so much.“Because I ... uh ... you know ... uh ... intruded on your ... um ... privac....”I knew instantly what she was talking about. I was embarrassed instantly too, but not because of what she’d caught me doing. I was embarrassed because the way she said it made it obvious she wasn’t horrified about it, as I had assumed her to be. And that was astonishing in a way that electrified me. Her approval (or at least lack of censure), was. Just like you released me, I can release you. I know it. That's what I mean, it's more than sex. You're the one who has to let go.”I sat back in my seat and didn't know what to say. She was smiling like she knew something I didn't.“You didn't just come into my life, Josh. I came into yours. You came to the ranch to make some money and I showed up to help my grandfather and we met. You saw what I needed, but I also saw what you needed. We're a lot alike and I know we're good for each other. It. She stood close while I held her hand. The look on her face became curious and I wondered why but didn't have the ability to ask. I was weaker than I originally thought.Her warm hand felt good. Very good. I couldn't say why but I wanted to feel her arm. Her skin was so soft, probably from maintaining that level of cleanliness hospitals require. She was also so very warm. I could smell her, not perfume or the stale air of the room, but her. Her skin, her light perspiration from walking her. Bill reached to my side and pulled all of the blankets down to the foot of the bed, leaving me exposed. No point in acting shy. I got up on all fours and turned sideways, and began to suck Bill's cock again. I couldn't believe how big he was! I could feel a set of hands running over my ass and into my crack. I felt another set of hands squeezing my tits. I looked over, and Shawn was just standing at the end of the bed watching. Basically, I hate going into too much detail, as I hate typing and.