”“No, no, after dinner, after the kids are fed and watching TV. I got to think how to say it too.”I switched from cooking to panic.Something’s...up, he’s been moody, withdrawn, even disinterested in sex. The economy’s bad. He’s lost his job? Neighbors are losing jobs, houses, getting divorced. Oh God divorce, he knows something! Oh, please God, not my secret puppet shadow! Please, God, don't let him ask for a divorce. What’s he need to tell me? What does he know? Is it another? Please God, not. " I'm going to enjoy watching you die," he said."I'm sure you will, if you live long enough." I said smiling at him.He left quickly after his face saving statement. "So how are we going to get out of here?" Mike asked."You are going to to call 911 and report smoke coming from this place. When the volunteer fire department comes we are going to leave with the crowd." Geese Max where to you come up with that kind of shit?" he asked. "Are we really going to do that?" No, I'm going out through the. Clearly, it was going to be a long night.It was, in fact, a long weekend. Josh knew that Danny was pretty well going to be out at the cottage most of the weekend, so didn't expect to see him, and that didn't help his imagination one bit. He could close his eyes, any time, day or night, and imagine Amy and Danny, running around on the basketball court bare-assed... and not caring.It didn't help a bit.Josh didn't see Danny again until Tuesday, when both were to be at the appliance store, prepared. As a graduation gift, my parents bought me a second-hand vehicle and also gave me a small amount of money to upgrade my modest apartment. I had never had a proper sexual encounter with anyone up to that point but knew I was gay. Teenage gropes and fondles with other boys summed up my sexual history. My parents were not aware of sexual orientation and ‘outing’ myself, was not a priority in my life. I was determined, however, to explore my predilection in my new environment.Fixing and painting my.