The bed was made, but he didn’t pay much attention to the rest of the room, as he went to the closet. He saw Will’s suitcase on the floor, next to...three or four left shoes and hanging clothes that were for a man. He turned and realized the room looked spare and only partly furnished. He left and found another bedroom. That closet had her robe in it ... and something else that was odd. Clothes he had seen Will wear were hanging up in the closet. There were two right shoes ... men’s shoes ... on. ....And each time you think of these things, you'll relax.......And this beautiful cycle will keep you calm, and comfortable, andhappy, and safe..........And as you feel yourself rising back to the surface...The watersslowly dripping down off your body... Your mind slowly coming back toreality... Your breathing once more in that steady pattern... In... 2...3... 4... 5... Out... 2... 3... 4... 5... You find you're able to moveyour body again... No longer heavy, but light... Full of energy.... You grew older but not naive, these experiences helped and moulded you into a intelligent and strong teen, learning what paths to not take back home, who to trust, where to hid your money.At the ripe age of 17 you have a decent chunk of cash and even a few trades under your belt, one more year and you can legally leave the shithole of a orphanage.Through the last year of the stay you decided to have fun with life due to the process of elimination, you are being stopped and screwed with by life. It got to the stage where I really wanted to fuck her and she said she felt the same. We weren’t sure whether this was the start of a traditional relationship or even whether either of us was ready. We agreed that I would travel to Ireland for a week and we would see what happened.The thought of actually fucking a real pussy again and hopefully being able to cum in her mouth aroused me regularly. She told me she wanted to be licked and fingered and was definitely up for trying some light.