Our tongues danced slowly and sensually as his body crushed against mine. His hand gently held my left cheek, the one Daddy had hit, and he lifted his...head up a little.“I’ll never hit you, babygirl.”I knew he wouldn’t, it just wasn’t in him. “Make love to me, Derek,” I whispered. Maybe I shouldn’t have said it like that, but at the moment I needed to be loved and cared for.“One second, okay?” He gave me a wink and fiddled with his laptop for a moment. Instantly, the images on the TV screens. But I sure you guess he wanted more.With a hand on the back of my head he started to guide me down to suck. The only problem was I was extremely uptight about anybody finding out my interest in cock and this was a public theater. So I left in a panic!I started berating myself on the drive home. I had been dreaming of sucking a cock and I had run away from my first chance. The next few weeks I thought of nothing else.Another of my feeble attempts to find sex back then was an ad in a swinger. I told him to walk inside my apartment, it would be unlocked. He strolled in promptly, I called to him from the bedroom. "Hey Patience! How are you-- Holy Shit!" I laid in bed, naked, propped up on some pillows. My left hand held a breast to my mouth, and my right hand pumped my wet cunt furiously. I hoped he would appreciate my display of lust for him. And I did, I did lust for him. "I couldn't wait, baby." I panted, releasing my breast. "Come fuck me Mark. Fuck the shit out of me." Mark. Gwen became uncharacteristically aggressive and dove between their hostess' legs forcing the older woman's legs apart until she reached her mostly bald vulva.Julia collapsed and received the tributes like a queen. There wasn't a lot of room for sexual firsts in her life anymore which made this one all the sweeter.When she ushered her guests out a couple of hours later she found Sidney downstairs watching the game. She went down a sidled up to him on the couch."Are you okay?" she asked.