She loves Ronnie. She loves you. But neither of you chose her.”“I never knew.”“Neither did Ronnie. But Janis figured it out. She realized she�...�d been unlovable. That she had created her own despair. That it was a vicious circle. This is her apology. For Ronnie and for you. For mom and me too.”“Is she okay?”“She still won’t come here. We had this long conversation on the phone, both of us crying several times, and I begged her to come visit. To talk it out in person. To have Mom there. But she. I never, ever had tried any such thing. Over the span of several weeks he kept getting another and another and slowly getting larger, longer and finally full size porn star dildos. I was surprised the first time one made me squirt and he now knew what it took to make me squirt. He would ask " did you like it"? I would be shaking and recovering from the strongest orgasm and tell him how couldn't I that I evidently did. He liked that he was able to get me to squirt but he loved that I liked it. He also knew that the Bionex group wouldn’t continue to practise for weeks on end on the plateau.He sighed and said, “I think we should take the risk.”“I knew you would say that,” John grunted.“It’s good that you understand.”“Yeah, but don’t blame me if we have for five billion credit of worthless shit hanging up there.”Lunn had to laugh and smirked, “Don’t worry John, I will inform him about the risks.”He was pleased that John had taken it so well. They still had a huge amount of work to do. I did this again 2-3 times to test whether she will react or not. Lucky for me, she didn’t so I started putting the pencil inside the churidar and move it across her inner thighs.Since I didn’t get any reaction from her, I decided to try with my bare hands and then using my left hand I lifted the churidar covering her back area and placed one of my fingers on her right leg inner thighs and kept it there. After some time, I started moving that finger slowly towards her pussy. As I was about to.