I had photographed it very recently, in the vault.Good grief! If one of these objects had ended up in that van, possibly the others were there as well... What is Dawes going to say about this? Well, I am not going to volunteer the information to him. I will just pretend I didn’t see it.Fortunately, with it being evening, I had no justification for encountering him, so I went on with the silver polishing. Noticing my shoes were not as they should be, I scheduled shoe polishing next. The evening. Then the torture began some sort of pyramid coil was applied to my nipples and breasts pulling my nipples forward stretching the skin to the fullest i feared it hurt like hell but the crop still under my chin always the pain came more as if let the second feeling fain as a set of arms held me up then from up above, me a set of large rings were lowered then that’s all I remembered. I awoke to a hazy gaze as i came around what had happened to me. I tried to look around to feel a steel posture. I did.May 22, 1848While we were eating breakfast, John asked if he could borrow my revolver for the day. I told him that'd be fine."I'm going to do something different today," he said. "I'm going to ride back along our back trail for ten miles or so, but half a mile or so south of the way we came. Then I'm going to cut back over and follow the way we came. I want to find out if anyone has been following us." That's a great idea, John. Just be careful. I wouldn't want you to come up onto a group. “I don't know. But I wanna be with you, I swear,” Jeff replied. “Then why Jeff?!” I Yelled. Then he just stood there and just had this clueless look on his face. He had nothing he could say to make this better. “Will I lose you over this?” Jeff asked. “I don't know. But it seems you have a thing for her. So just go figure it out,” I replied. Then I went back in the room and slammed the door. I think we both felt a little heart broken. So I stayed in there and he stayed in the living room for a.