We used to wrestle and fool around a lot and the more we did it the closer we got to a more intimate feeling. One day, as he was getting in the showe... I knocked to ask him something. He opened the door, completely naked and asked me what I needed. I wouldnt find the words. All I wanted to do was get down on my knees and suck his beautiful fuck and run my tongue up those perfectly defined abs. I became instantly hard but you could not tell because of my jeans. I tried to regain composure but I. "What do you mean?" he asks. "You'll find out on Monday," I answer, after I figure it out this weekend.*****I'm ready and waiting for him Monday afternoon when school lets out. All weekend I vacillated about what I had been contemplating when I told him we were taking it to the next level. I thought about consulting Jenny but decided against it. I have to admit, I'm more than a little nervous when he knocks on the door. "Hey," he says, setting down his backpack and taking a seat on the couch.. It is a matter of honor.’ ‘Who made up that ridiculous rule?’ ‘Daddy did. Delicious put money in the jar when dad wasn’t there, because of the rule.’ ‘That’s very commendable, now cover your ears.’ I watched Gordon cover his ears and as he did I said, ‘I love you Jennifer.’ ‘Fuck off Even, I can’t even order what I want for dinner.’ ‘Of course you can, just be advised if you are sick you don’t get laid.’ ‘I have been waiting four years to get fucked again, and you are going to withhold. I focused on that. I let that grow like a seed. The every cheery sun was a constant nudge to feel like in a Bacardi commercial. There was a life lesson in that cove. Deep acceptance sets us free. Lots of travelers in Central America had told me of ungodly ordeals. Yet, acceptance, learning to be capable of such deep acceptance, had opened up a deeper happiness in their life. Feeling the acceptance of my physical ordeal in the cave made me wonder if I should accept my lover with her disease. The.