The sharp pain from ripping my hymen put a damper on my climax, but after a few minutes, the pain subsided and I started fingering myself again.The ne...t time I masturbated, I used the handle of my hairbrush. I started with my fingers, but wanted to get deeper. The hairbrush's thick handle provided me with the pleasure I was looking for at the moment, but after a few times, I needed something else. I thought about what I could use and decided that I should buy a vibrator, but I never did.My. But, when it came time to "pull the trigger," so to speak, I begged off. As far as I was concerned, my past with Steve never truly occurred, mainly because I never had any choice in the matter. So, in that respect, I guess I was "saving myself" for someone . . . I just wasn't sure who. We had a lot of fun, but we needed to set our recreational activities aside for the moment and get started with my plan. My first order of business was to alter my appearance once again. Using . Hubby always spends time with the kids on Saturday morning anyway. We just got lucky that he took them out and left us with the house to ourselves." Lucky for me, that's for sure. I really do appreciate it, Monica." Anytime, Sweetheart. But you have me a little worried. What's going on?" Ohhhh..." What, Simone? Tell me." Greg came home last night." Really? Wow. Were you expecting him?" Nope. He just texted and said he was at the airport and wanted to be picked up." Well, that's good news,. Why was it that these gentle kisses in the middle of the night always seemed to touch my soul? Any kiss from Greg was wonderful, but these were the ones I loved the best. I kissed him again and trailed my fingers lightly over the smooth skin of his ribs, pausing to circle one sensitive nipple, before sliding my hand back down his body. When my fingers brushed his pubes he captured my hand in his and brought it back to his hip. I looked up to see his gray-blue eyes watching me with interest."And.