Paul, I researched the topic of Marta's perceived personality disorder. I have decided to give my own name to it. I'm calling it 'paladin personality ...isorder'. It took some doing, and most of the information came from Bethany and sources she relied on, but I believe that I have a pretty good understanding of Marta now. My preliminary belief was that Marta was likely placing too much emphasis on a teen suicide attempt and using it as an excuse for social awkwardness or inability to get along. Currents. Many currents. Not just the story, also all the elements, variables and dynamics at play beneath, around and intertwined within the story that are not always seen at the surface. There is no cause and effect. There is no guarantee how it unfolds; it can move in infinite directions. Awareness of the context can be useful in the moment.Everything quiets again for a long while. I open my eyes sitting on my bed under the oak tree watching the pre-dawn sky subtly shift colors. Coyote sits. I lay down on the opposite end of the bed or couch and position myself so my nylon feet or stiletto high heels can easily reach to rub and massage their stiff hard cocks as they just lay back smiling and watching. I let my stockings or spike heels do all the work. I find black nylon feet or spike heels can really be an added aphrodisiac to most men who secretly harbor some sort of nylon or high heel fetish. I had never contemplated foot jobs as being such a turn on to men. To think of all the. My mind filling with lustful thoughts as our lips met and I felt his tongue part my lips. I opened my mouth to his as his finger gently pressed into the slick moistened crevice of my pussy lips.I thought of how I would let my husband’s best friend posses and use that treasure that my husband had discovered long ago. A treasure of immense pleasure that I enjoyed giving to my husband.I felt my rosebud spasm tightly and then release as I thought of Tiberius’s long hard thick cock slowly, gently.