"Carefully, I opened the lid and flipped the thumb-wheel and ... nothing. Quickly I flipped it again, and again, and ... still nothing. I looked up to...see the bartender lighting her cigarette with a book of bar matches.Giving me a smile to die for, she said, "You're smooth, I'll give you that. Anyone else would have just lit my cigarette, but you actually have my attention. Now if I could just find something to drink I might be happy the rest of the evening."Some have accused me of being slow,. Then, I slowly pushed her in our bed and placed myself above her. I was in another world and enjoying each moment. I kissed her face, lips, neck, boobs, stomach, legs, and her back.Then I spread her legs and placing my erect penis on her vagina entrance and moved it. We were in a missionary position. She held my penis and placed it in the right spot to show the heavenly experience. I pushed it, a little went inside her and then I pushed really hard. This time it fully went inside and that gave. "How do you know that I need any help?" Please, Ral. You're young, impetuous, naïve and have others who look to you for protection and more. What I told you on the flight is true. You are condemned, and I may be your only salvation."Okay, this guy had me pegged pretty well. "Then I don't understand why no one but you would help me."He smiled and seemed to ignore the implied question. "May I come in for a moment? It is quite cold out here."I looked back at the girls. They were standing at my. Now she needs both kinds of friends. Girls that she can share memories and feelings with, and I'm not enough of a girl to be eligible--I can listen real good but I don't have anything to share. And guys, so when she breaks down in tears there's somebody strong there for her to grab tight and cry it out all over your shirt before it poisons her insides. I can't do that either because my boobs just don't feel like that kind of brick-wall protection right now, and it wasn't even a birth defect in.