"I need a little break from having to control myself." I understand completely," he said. "I wanted to stay last night. A lot. I left because I rememb...r what you did to that punching bag." I'd never do that to you," she said."I know. But if anything had happened you'd be beating yourself up this morning, and I don't want that either." This is a very good example of why I need some time away from you," said Claire."Really? And here I thought it was the way I fill out my running shorts." I don't. "You know...Rick..." His cock?" I asked stunned. "Yes." "Oh right," I laughed nervously. This really wasn't the topic I needed to be talking about right now with my husband over a thousand miles away."It is," she seemed rather offended. "Like how big?" I tested, not sure I really wanted the answer. "Like big," Nicole said gathering the plates and bowls. "I'm just saying it IS hard for me to be quiet that's all." Oh come on, Nikki," I said. I used to always call her Nikki when we were growing. The best we can do is…is live with it.’ She went to start dinner. I got up and went out onto the porch, it was dark and the sky was full of stars. I looked at the sky and thought I saw Phillip’s smile in the stars. I rubbed my bulging stomach. ‘I may have lost you, Phillip,’ I said. ‘But God is giving you back to me.’ The next day, Phillip’s father called and said that he had something for me that was from Phillip. My mother drove us over and we sat in the family room and Mr. Taylor brought in. My hair wasnearly midway down my back and dyed a rich auburn color. My face hadindeed been worked on. I now had a softer chin, a cuter button nose,higher cheekbones and bright blue eyes in place of my brown ones. My lipslooked as if they had been injected with something, collagen perhaps, tomake them look more beestung, for the clients that I would take in here,I could only assume.My changed didnt stop there. I had real D cup breast implants now, anarrower waist and more slender hands. I nearly.