“I miss you too, Iz. More than you will ever know,” he sighed, still holding her. She tilted her head and looked into his eyes, seeing all the thi...gs that had become so familiar. Above all, she saw love as he gazed down at her. Then there in the glow of the tree Santa’s words came to her. “Connor, sometimes you just have to have faith. We lost it and stopped believing in each other-in us. I just want you to know, and I know it is a little late, but I believe in you. And I believe in love, and I. ”“But Freddie, I wouldn’t have a clue how to use that, you would have to show me.”I walked towards the couch and sat down.“I’m afraid Ben that you will have to take your trousers and pant off and I will get the lube.”I quickly removed my clothes and then laid on the couch for Freddie. My cock was semi hard and I needed a bit of stimulation to get me hard, so I wrapped my hand around my cock and started to pump on it.“Ben please allow me, I am here to demonstrate this model, I insist that I do. " I had to wait.We got more to drink. Lexie and Terece had wine and Steph and I went back to Diet Coke. After a while longer talking about their exploits in fisting, which got me even more turned on, Steph decided I needed to work on her more so she could take my fist.Steph stood up and said she had to pee, the other girls volunteered to have some fun. All four of us headed to the bathroom and Steph told me to lie on the floor of the shower, all three girls straddled my body, Steph said. "How far is it to your Grandma's farm from here if we ride the horses?"She looked at me strangely, again, and quietly said that it was about four hours."We should go and tell them what happened don't you think?" She just nodded. I had absolutely no clue on how to talk to a girl that was medieval, teenaged, grieving, possibly infatuated, and I was probably missing a few others. I just told her that she would feel better when she could talk to her grandma. To which she just nodded and started to.