The shocks increased in strength and number. I held the choker with both hands and pulled it open. It was hard to pull it apart and my hands were shak...ng with fright. I placed it around my neck and released it. It quickly locked shut behind my neck. I placed my hands back onto the choker and tried to pull it open, but it would not open. I pulled harder, but it was locked around my neck. I couldn't even find where the opening once was. I spoke: "Why are you doing this to me? I can't wear the. " wo wo mai apse Brij ke bare men baat karna chahti thi." Mai jaldi waha se bhagna chahti thi. " ye apne sudarshan kapda mill ke engineer ki biwi hai. Badi sexy cheej hai." Usne apne glass se ek ghoont lete huye kaha. Sare mujhe vasna bhari najron se dekhne lage. Unki ankhon me lal dore tair rahe the. "han bol kya chaahiye?" " Brij ne kuchh bhi nahin kiya" maine usse minnat ki. "Mujhe maloom hai" "police kahte hain ki aap apna bayan badal lenge to wo chhut jayenge" "kyon? Kyon badloon mai apna. "Emily, mind your own business". "Well this is going to be different" "Come on Cleo, Sasha, let's go upstairs". Carmen, there are a lot of people here tonight that want to meet you, are you too tired. No of course not, that as rude of me, please forgive me, should we just circulate, here let me put my Carmen Headdress back on" Ohhh Carmen tell me all about yourself,. I cannot believe that dance you and Cleo did, I was squirming in my seat' Me too Carmen, thank you both". "I love your dress, is. But, Julia was different. She touched me somehow. That smile. In a way I found it confusing, but I couldn’t stop seeing her. August 23rd, 2006. That was the night. I remember it as if it were just an hour ago. Julia and I were sitting in a little coffee shop in Hawthorne. She was prattling on about something. I wasn’t really listening. I clearly remember reaching out and putting my hand on hers. Then I heard myself saying, ‘Julia. I think I’m falling in love with you.’ Julia’s eyes got large..