You do the same! Go out and dowhatever makes you feel good! Anything at all! Gratify your mostpowerful passion and your least whim! Find other peo...le to do itwith and do it! And then do it again! No inhibitions! Make yourown plans! Don't depend on George, he has his life and you haveyour life. So indulge yourself! Try to wake up each morninglooking forward to something new! Life is short!" Ellen had looked at me quite steadily while she was saying thesethings, and I gradually. There would be no more secret lunches; no more private conversations. I was Oscar’s wife, the mother of his children and would remain so.But my conscience would not allow a lie so big to remain unchallenged. My belly was alive with excitement at the memory of what had happened, my heart was fluttering and the way Ramon had made me feel and despite all my silent prayers for fidelity, my tingling, shamefully-lubricating body was preparing itself for what it wanted to happen next.Over breakfast,. ..he... ! Come on, don’t be shy. I’ve seen everything anyway.”Dane was now standing right above me. He was fully drenched, as were his boxer shorts, and his erection was adding to the effect, leaving little to imagination. I could not help but stare at his penis and testicles outlined through the wet shorts. Which turned out not to be a smart thing because he noticed what I was looking at and said, “Oh, that’s what interests you? Well, fair’s fair. You showed me everything, so the polite thing. On some level, I knew what going with Adam was going to lead to, but I couldn't think of any compelling reason not to go."Thule wrapped his arm more tightly around her. Marigold's naked body pressing against him was making it hard to think, "You want this?"Marigold nodded, laying her head back on his shoulder, and nuzzling against his neck, "I want this."Letting his fingers roam gentle over her belly, Thule said gravely, "Marigold," Yes, Thule?" No other men. That's an order."She lowered her.