” Sarah replied again. I didn’t know she knew that much about where I lived, she must have really paid attention when we talked.“Oh, so are you ...ans of the other team?”“No more like fans of the game. Jason is a goalie for a recreational league but had the chance to go major junior or even pro.” I winced at the memory of the injury but I like the effect it had on Jennifer.“Oh really! Wait you said your name is Jason? I remember a Jason that came to training camp about 7 years back, that wasn’t. It turned my nightmares quite violent at times; my aunt learned not to come and try to wake me when I was having one after I accidentally hit her while still mostly asleep. That's why I was worried about hurting you last night when you came into my bed. But honestly, I was so completely traumatized by my loss that I never allowed myself to love anyone except my aunt. Not for a long time."When I turned 20, I decided to get into the BDSM scene. I think I was partly hoping I'd catch wind of Leo.. Octavio’s long, brown body glistens as he undulates into you. I move my eyes up along his torso, over his lean chest, taking in the thin but muscular shoulders. Though I seem to be glancing lazily at the proceedings, I make sure to make eye contact with him. I want to gauge his comfort or discomfort for me being there. He meets it for a moment and then disengages by closing his eyes and tilting his head back with pleasure. I grin to myself: he is just uncomfortable enough to make this enjoyable. “Are you leaving Carrie?” My roommate Grace asked. “Yeah, Ill be back in a few hours,” I replied. Grace winked at me and said, “Tell Dr. Mark hi for me.” I laughed at her and said, “I will,” And then left. As I sat in the waiting room of Dr. Mark’s office I felt awkward, here I was dressed as slutty as possible in hopes to seduce my dentist, what a laugh right? It wasn’t as far fetched as I thought. The last two visits I had with Dr. Mark led me to believe he had an interest. I took note of his.