After this, she said that today I want to insert a few more buds in your pee hole, and asked me to lie down. I hardly put up any defense in front of h...r, but don’t know why this time she tied me with a small rope from my bed post, and she started inserting the buds into my pee hole. I held on till three buds were inside my pee hole.? Controlled the pain and hang around?.But as soon as the fourth one entered, I couldn’t take it anymore. I started pleading and begging her, requesting for her. Maybe she didn't even consider me a boyfriend yet. I was consumed by my own paranoia.By Wednesday night I couldn't bear to be apart from her any longer. Lonely at home, I called and begged, and Saya came over to my condo. My intention was just to be with her, hold her in my arms, and spend some quality time talking to her. But when she came through the door, we'd barely exchanged pleasantries before lust took over and then we were kissing and groping and stripping. There was minimal foreplay,. . I’m not planning to invite her, no.”“You should. Maybe she can bring some friends from college. It would be extra people, and I think she’d dig it.”“I know she would,” I sniffed. “She’s probably our biggest fan.”“Then why not?”“Because I’m an idiot and never got her number. I was so out of it, that morning after the band battle when she dropped me off, and I was like, yeah, I’ll just get it from Jonah.”Lara frowned at me. “So call him then?”“No thanks.”“Really? You’re still pissed at. "You're lucky you're so damned cute. I'll be over in fifteen minutes. But promise me one thing, okay? Now that you've called me and said 'yes', I don't want to hear any more 'no's. If we're doing this, it has to be real, and it has to be complete."I nodded quickly, and then realized that we were on the phone. "Yes, yes, of course. Thank you."Carrie laughed. "I should be thanking you, Natalie. Get ready to be ravished."It was fifteen minutes of anxious, sudden worry. I spent most of it staring.