I obeyed,in a high-pitched, squeaky voice I didn't recognise as mine. "Again!" I love you Nadia," I managed. "I'll always love you, and adore you, and...eed you." "That's better," she told me. Then she came over to me, and knelt beside me.Gently she pushed her breast to my mouth. "Suck me" I was told. "Put yourarms around me. Hold me, and suckle my breast." Hardly conscious of what Iwas doing, yet knowing that with every moment that passed I was makingmyself more dependent upon her, I obeyed. My. So shocked I said “What? Really? You…Your not just puling my leg here are you?”“No I’m not! It’s true I love you little bro always have, always will. And I’ve kept this secret for so long that I just have to let it all out. I love you. I love you. I love you, little bro. I know that it’s wrong, but I don’t care. I love you. And that’s that. And I want more than anything to be your girl…your girlfriend. But if you don’t feel the same way I’ll understa…” and before she could finish I just kissed. "There's anintersection. Where alchemy and the Vedas come together. These passages,from books thousands of years and continents apart- they line right up.That can't be coincidence! They both talk about transformation beingattained by means of 'a flower, made of light' that the Great Phoenixcarried across the night in her bosom, the Vedas telling about how thisflower 'sings in a silent tone no man can hear', And for the longesttime I would just skip over all that stuff, thinking it was just more. " I suggested."Well we have some new toys, we have been dying to try out." he said actually smiling at me."Well I do hope they are effective or that you have a nuclear option," I admitted."Let's say we have a back door plan and another Vietnam era bit of history up our sleeve." The Deacon said. "All the old junk is still out there and surplus. Best of all it can not be traced back to anyone, let alone us." So you are talking my 'run out the back door plan' but with a RPB instead of fight my way.