We’ll call her “Ms. Ganelle”. Ms. Ganelle was a 25 year old English teacher in training during my sophomore year in high school. She was about...my height – very large for a woman – and had very large breasts, thin legs and was little overweight due to her chest size. I’m personally not into very large breasts. I like my women to have C-cups. Asian girls I’ve dated have had A’s or B’s mostly, but one of my chubby girlfriends had D’s. Ms. Ganelle wore the stereotypical “English teacher style. With any luck I would wind up dying from pneumonia and it would be over once and for all. I wouldn’t need to worry about anything if I was just gone completely, but I would never be able to end it myself. I was even a failure at contemplating suicide and it made me become almost hysterical with laughter as I knelt there, the snow melting on my head. The headlights weren’t registering in my brain as they approached and when the driver noticed me at the last moment I watched as the car flew off. NOW IT WAS 10:30 PM NIGHT.MY BABY STARTED TO CRY BECAUSE IT WAS HOT TEMPERATURE IN ROOM.SO I TOOK MY BABY TO THE HALL.WHILE GOING TO THE HALL.SOME SOUNDS WERE COMING FROM MALATHI'S ROOM,MALATHI'S ROOM DOOR WAS LITTLE OPENED I WENT NEAR THERE AND SAW,BY SEEING THIS I GOT SHOCK TO SEE,MALATHI'S DAUGHTER IS SUCKING MALATHI'S BOOBS.MALATHI WAS BREASTFEEDING HER 18 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER AND WHILE SUCKING MALATHI IS LAUGHING AND MOANING,SHE WAS TOTALLY NUDE AND HER DAUGHTER TOO.THEN MY BABY CRIED FOR. She had to find out and control the situation. She couldn’t confide in Hassan. It would ruin her marriage and that spelt doom for a woman in her country and community. Ayisha calmed down and thought it through, finally deciding dejectedly to give into Ali’s demands and went about her evening chores by putting on a pretense of normalcy that evening, she had mastered like every cloistered obedient Pakistani bride.Ayisha couldn’t think clearly the next morning. She kept picturing Ali in her bed.