I love you, Lisa. I am sorry for hurting you. I didn't have much of a choice except to get violent with a woman. It was a no win situation. You have n... idea how much I hurt because I hurt you."She started crying. "Joe, I don't know how I could get over this without some restitution. You belittled me with that... whore."I started to tear up. I hate it when she hurts. "I know, sweetheart. I know you must feel devastated. I can imagine that you may feel like you were being replaced. That you. Mai story pe aata hu,Mujhe jua khelne ka bahut shauk tha, mai aksar club mai jua khelne jata tha, ek din jab mai club mai jua khel raha tha tab bahut jeet raha tha, mai jaane laga toh ek aadmi mere paas aaya aur kaha chalo mere saath ek game khele, maine nahi kaha toh bola dar gaya kya, mai josh mai aakar ha keh diya, maine kaha ek hi game khelenge usne kaha thik hai, toh usne paate baate mai phir se jeet gaya, mai aaj 50 hazaar jeet chukka tha, mai paise leke jaane laga toh usne mujhko kaha ek. I ran back to the roof and went to neighbor’s house.I knocked the door my Taya was already long gone. She was not in the best of moods. I asked her what was the matter, she told me that she is not feeling well .and asked to be left alone. Watching her made me realize 2 things one she is in need of some serious fucking and secondly I know something about her that will keep her under my thumb forever. She used to bring my morning tea to my room while I am still asleep and nudge me to wake me up. Reaching the top, I know you haven't heard me, thanks to the music that's blasting and how focused you are on what you're doing. Sitting on a high stool and crouching over the canvas on the bench, you are lost in your work, consumed by the intricate details that appear with each stroke of your hand, I creep over to you and place my hands on your shoulders, startling you slightly. As you jump, you recognise my touch and I feel you relax almost instantly and take my hands in yours to bring them.