She had taken a year off after high school to travel Europe, so we were the same age. She had a boyfriend and had always seemed sweet and innocent, wh...ch made this situation even more bizarre. “What’s this?” she asked innocently and vaulted over me to lay on her stomach by my side as she picked up my book. My eyes widened in fear. Please, God, no. My nasty book, full of all my perverted thoughts, always locked away, was in her hands. “Looks like a diary. Can I look at it?” I vigorously shook. He went back to the top drawer and started to examine the knickers, "size24/26" he found on the labels, "now that's a big arse" he thought to himself,suddenly he was brought back to reality "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING" Susanshouted at him, "Err nothing……… that was it, total blackness………………….. As he started to see again Dave could feel something wasn`t right, he seemedstrange his limbs weren`t moving, "Whats going on???" he said "Well" said Susan "you seemed very interested in my underwear,. I told him that the only things left in my apartment that I want to move to the house are my small book collection and a few CDs.He nodded and said that he doesn't have much more than I do. Since we won't be moving any furniture we can probably move ourselves with a rented pickup truck. Goodwill can have whatever is left once we remove our personal belongings from our apartments. There won't be much. Gregg bought a few pieces of his own furniture but they won't be appropriate in the new. Those of us who dooften don't stick with it when the work gets hard. But I fitted intothis life from my first time in a dress. It wasn't a game to me. It wasa life choice. It was a transformation. I went from being a youngprofessional to being a maid who bowed and scraped and didn't dare speakunless commanded to. Things would get rocky later, but those first fewdays were delicious.Now? Now I'm 35 years old, and this is the life I know best. My chosenfield has passed me by. I no longer do this.