It was so late that I was sure he wouldn't see it until the next day. I drifted into a late night adult chat room. It was a bore, but it passed some t...me till I was exhausted.I slept alone that Monday night. I missed Joan and Jose on one level, but not in the grand scheme of my life. So Tuesday I was off for my morning trike race before I fully realized the shit I had set in motion the day before. I was becoming a real person again. Church Camp had made that possible. They hadn't said, now you. The pain and bandage revealed her horror. She knew what had happened. Her face contorted in unimaginable terror, whimpered, then sobbed, followed by deep, deep silent crying for her lost baby. She started shivering uncontrollably from being cold while under the anesthetic and her horrible emotional loss.The recovery room nurse noticed Karen stirring and tried to give her an encouraging smile. She checked her vitals and found her a blanket to warm her up. “Doctor Cooper will be here shortly to. Steve relaxed for a wile and I asked him if he would blow me and he said no. I was so horny! so after a wile, I asked him if he would fuck me? He said ok! I leaned over and stared sucking his cock again and it got hard again. I wanted to keep sucking but i wanted his cock in my ass so bad. I reached under my bed for hand cream I kept there for jerking off. I put some on his cock and I started to clime on top, but Steve pushed me off, HE had a different idea, he wanted to mount me. That was fine. It was almost nine thirty in the evening and I was surprised to see several other cars and a white van parked there even though the snack bar was obviously closed. I parked and walked over to the toilet block and was annoyed to find that the doors to both the gents and ladies were locked. Opposite the toilet there was a steep track leading downhill into the trees. There was still just about enough light for me to see my way safely down the rough path. After about fifty yards I stopped and.