It wouldn’t have been fair. She took a deep breath and let out a sigh.“It’s just the way I feel about myself,” she began. “I can be just who...I am and know that I can be with someone who wants to be with me just because he wants to—no strings attached.And I can do something special for him just because I want to and not expect anything back; that I have something worthwhile to give and someone will be glad that I gave it. I can choose to not give if I don’t want to, and that’s okay, too. I don’t. Now if it really bothers you that your cousin sits so near—and I can only guess or rather I need not guess, where her hidden hand is—it if really bothers you… merely say so and…”My cousin’s interpretation of Auntie’s words coupled with my awkwardly breathless pause was a signal for her to press me against the wall and for her hand to take an inward turn so the edge of her palm could brush my little hairs. Now with her scrunched so close to me, she swung her leg over the bench so she could. Looking at her daughter for a moment, she then said, "Don't you think it was about time they called?" No!" Jessica answered and then ran into her bedroom."I'm not sure, but I think she didn't think I had parents," I responded, as Theresa was looking at me for an explanation.A smile ran across Theresa's face, but quickly disappeared when Jessica entered the room again. Jessica had picked up a pillow and flung it at me.Then she said, "They're coming up. They'll probably take him away." Is that. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am.