"The thing of it is that this isn't a game, and you don't necessarily have to open the door to get an idea of what's on the other side." Joy, what are...you saying?" Tanisha frowned."Like I said, this isn't a game, it's real life. You can investigate things before you jump in. Like, have you done any research on him on the net? Like what he's up to?" Not every day," Tanisha admitted. "I've run search engines on him now and then. He seems about as obnoxious as ever, but I've never come up with. "Do you like your father to stimulate you sexually?" asked her grandma.Shyly Helen nodded her head."What about your grandpa? Don't you like him to stimulate you?" I didn't say that grandma," said Helen."So, do you also like your grandpa to arouse you sexually?"Again shyly Helen nodded."All right then, we'll let your father and grandpa play with your body... to get you very hot sexually."Helen just smiled.Grandma said, "Can you also help the men?" How grandma?" asked Helen curiously.Grandma. Ever since I started getting interested in boys. It's silly I know, but I've always wanted to be your girl. I actually was jealous whenever you brought another girl over or I knew you were going out on a date. I wanted to be that girl you took out." You had a crush... on me?" Yes, Bobby. I mean you are kind of a hard act to follow. I know girls are supposed to want to marry their Daddies, but I've always wanted you." she said."Come here," I said. I helped her sit up and then crawl onto my lap. I didn’t mean to knock your profession. I really didn’t. I know it makes you happy. It’s just that…well, I’m not you, and I never will be. I’m not telling you not to do what you do. I’m just . . . asking you to appreciate what I want to do . . .’ ‘I know,’ I swallowed. ‘I’m trying to understand. I really am. It’s just all so . . . foreign to me.’ She hugged me then, and I remembered the afternoon Barry and I had said good-bye. The tears flowed, as I realized that, this time, I couldn’t just.