?Sort her out,? Longstaff ordered from behind and went off to other matters.The larger guard came in and forcibly dragged her to her feet and pushed h...r against a wall, wrapping her wrists behind her in a tie wrap. She moaned in discomfort.?Been having fun?? he hissed sarcastically, looking at the mess.?Food? water,? Ally gasped through her parched throat.?Did you not listen to the judge?? the guard laughed. ?You’re a piece of meat with no feelings worth worrying about; you’ll really need to. .." Joe!" Helena shouted luckily not into her phone."Fuck," I grumbled.We sat in the kitchen wearing robes, mine borrowed from Snake who apparently stayed there, though why he buzzed the door I didn't know. We worked role playing to get me over myself."Why can't it be face to face?" I asked Helena. Snake watching us chuckled."You're calling her tomorrow, or today I guess since it's nearly four am," Helena replied. "You're going to tell her she's going on a date with you today! She's not going. I can remember clear as day how I felt. I was in shock for a min, but it seemed like forever as I stared paralyzed. At some point I wanted cry and stop it, so I dropped my book bag on porch. Hoping the loud thud would scare him away. Instead, he just stared me and grinned as he handled my Moms head like a rag doll. I wanted to run and cry but I just stayed. He looked me right in my eye and blew his load in mouth. Not once looking away. Just grinning as he bobbed her head slowly.. I had never. Sometimes I saw Mary's face distorted as it was by the waters surface. Sometimes I dreamed that the woman I'd married and lived with for five years had those appealing eyes I'd seen in the river.Those first few nights were as bad as my nights had been right after I'd lost Mary. But things were to get much worse later. Something I hadn't even contemplated happened; the press picked up on the story."River hero disappears after saving drowning woman!" and "Shy rescuer vanishes!" were the headlines.