Anyway, I really want a baby of my own. What do you think?”I was caught completely flatfooted. I was frozen and couldn’t say a word. Sue was not u...set with me, but she did poke me in the ribs and say, “Dammit, Bill, answer me.”I was not against the idea; in fact, I was all in favor of it. That was when my true maleness showed through, and I was finally able to talk after she had poked me. “Sure, go ahead.”“My God, Bill, is that all you can say?”“Dammit, Sue, you have so thoroughly surprised me. I went back to the abandoned mine and kept blowing the picture up. When it got large enough I moved the pointer around again and still saw nothing worthwhile.When the courser passed over the complex of junk and falling down buildings up popped a name, Brazil Mining and Minerals - BM&M. Damn, we had used their plane to fly from South America to South Africa in the mission to kill the Prince.I had the company president’s number in my cell phone. Alanza Fernando and I had met when I was Ambassador. Now about the heroine Sahana she was 35 years old, about 5’6 height 38-32-40 her house was 2 blocks away from mine and she had a son of about 12 yrs old. Her husband was working in gulf and would only visit once in 2 yrs.Now, let me come to the story I used to go to her house sometimes to play with her son or teach him some maths as I was very good in maths. And whenever I went there she used to wear sexy clothes and would try to show me her cleavage by bending while sweeping or washing clothes. I went back inside and looked in the mirror. It was like seeing a different person. I tried smiling in the mirror. It didn’t feel natural, so I kept practicing all afternoon.I got a leg of deer out of the freezer. In the morning I would start cooking it in a pit in the back yard. I cleaned and chopped vegetables and put them in pots of water in the cellar. They would go in the hole with the venison in the morning.When the sun went down, I went to bed. I lay there, thinking about Cassie and her.