And faith and belief may help once you have earned it, but there was no magic involved. Love was a crop like any other and it must be sown to be reape.... I didn't receive love because I hadn't earned it. I had sown wealth and power and I had reaped them - KaibaCorp was everything I wanted and more when I determined that Mokuba would not grow up in that hell of an orphanage.I had never sown love because love had never been a desire of mine. It was not something I had ever truly wanted or needed.. If it's right, it'll happen."Her words made me pause and consider my own life. I had no one in it who I could call "right." And that fact hit me with tremendous force. Damien was not the one. Ben was not the one. Rob was not the one. Marcos was not the one. I had no one, really. I was just riding different attractions at an amusement park. Wasting time.What had I been expecting to get out of my relationship with Damien? A marriage? Kids?The thought almost made me laugh. I couldn't marry a guy. Justin took her cock in his mouth again andtried to taking it in as far as he can. It was still difficult but hekept trying. All the while Brittany kept moaning. "That's it you cockslut, suck it....suck it hard and nice," she said. Hearing her cuss anduse those words was a bit humiliating but at the same time arousing aswell. This went on for a few minutes and Justin started to see that itwas easier to take in more and more of her cock.Suddenly she pulled her cock off him. Pulled him up to his. My darlings strode side by side behind me to the ticketing counter. They waited five steps back in a line with their green tote bags on the floor by their sides while I got our tickets. When I had our tickets they walked four abreast behind me to the escalator going up. Those heels clacked in perfect time behind me. I heard Kim our shy one say " Every one is looking at us". Jean said " Yes and they are looking with admiration because we look good".I looked back and said " You all really do look.