Being with another woman after just existing in Mom's world would be akin to living in an efficiency apartment after having lived in a Hollywood mansi...n. I know, it's bad the analogy, but it comes close.Beyond the fact that she is extremely beautiful, what I feel for her is much deeper, goes beyond the sexual desire, goes beyond wanting to possess her, to own her body, what I want and need is to possess her soul, I think that she still loves me as a mother to her son, but my dream is that I. I am what many would consider an alpha male. I’m muscularly toned, in shape, good looking, witty, smart, ladies’ man, and financially in order for my age. So, growing up when a girl wanted to play with my ass I felt a need to reassure that it would never happen because it wasn’t anything fruity about me. A few years later my outlook on women playing with my ass changed. A few years ago, I was on a hookup spree. I fucked many women of all nationalities, age groups, and sizes. My favorite was big. .I told him I had to ask you first.” “Are you interested?” I asked-my heart starting to beat real fast. My wife rolled her eyes, smiled, blushed... “This time yes.”Soooo, we leave the lounge and go to our van which is parked in the far end of the lot in a dark area (just in case something like this ever came up...a mutual fantasy of ours for years). In the past after coming back to our van in this spot, we would pretend I was some guy she had just picked up and she would give me a blowjob.Now,. And each item placed precisely in accordance with the photograph on the wall. No-one in their right mind actually used the bed.It had all started on the 30th of May 2019. As it was payday the next day, I hadn't had a drink for days and my bank account held precisely ninety-four pence. I wasn't supposed to be on guard duty but jumped at the chance of doing Taff Evan's stag for twenty-five quid. 1:17am found me checking the gates of the ammunition compound at the top end of camp and radioing in,.