I was surprised and suddenly pushed him back with full force.To which he tried to console me and said there is no wrong in this but I denied and expre...sed that I wanted to go home but then he told me that he wanted to fuck me once. I was surprised to hear and told him that I’m not ready and I am going home. He was then trying to convince me at that time a thought came to my mind why not to try once. I was also aroused to me by the kiss he gave on my lips. So after 45 minutes of rejection I. If a woman wanted control it was just not for me. I was the one who got off on seeing her enjoy the sex. The second thing that I found to be universal was that slowness was a must. Rushing through sex was a real turn off to all the females that I bedded. It was very important that I took time to ensure their satisfaction. I kept my self in excellent shape. I am 6’1” tall, and the same 190 pounds that I was when I was in the Marine Corps. I run every morning, and lift weights at least three. .. just not going to be today. Go get change and clean yourself up we wouldn’t want your grandma noticed that you had been crying” “ ok baby I’m your not mad at me are you? “She ask as walked across the room head toward bathroom to change out of swimming suit and back into her regular clothes. She stop right at bathroom door looking back at me “Baby why in world would I be mad at you for... here I am worried out my mind and I’m the on afraid your going dump me for screwing up an Golden. Rarely, did she think she would find someone here. Well, she did flirt with some submissive men. But, she never gave them her number. Besides, when dressed up like this Jill felt empowered. She decides whom she will contact. She does the calling. Jill smirked to herself.Of course, there always comes that time when any habit, or plan, can be discarded out of necessity. A need that must be met and one she had not, until now, clearly recognized. She was sipping her drink, talking about work, of.