I was surprised that a Bengali hijabi women smoked and she would be asking her nephew in law. But I gave her one. She then started speaking about my w...fe telling me that she was lucky, that she had married into a decent family and her husband was the only good looking outsider meaning every male that married into the family. I was a bit surprised and was lost for words, by now it we had arrived at the hotel and had just went past midnight. I went and sat in the hotel lobby to use the wifi and. To get from the airport to her, I had to pass the very corner that Kelly was killed. I had to work up the nerve when I started to come to that corner, but I did it. As I passed through that intersection, I did look up and tell Kelly I loved her. Maybe it was me, but it felt even warmer right then. I think she was telling me she was okay. When I got to Beckys, this raving lunatic come flying out of the door! She was screaming my name and took a flying leap at me, almost taking us both to. Mary relaxed a little, she could cope with this, and she felt pleased with herself. Apart from the buzzing of the tattoo machine, there was total silence in the room. Even Sue had stopped sobbing. She started to drift, and felt Paul change over to the right side. “You can put your legs down now.”She looked down, but could not see anything, so she picked up the mirror and held it between her legs. What had she done? With all the stark black lines, the outline the tattoo looked huge. Too late now. Please know, I have no love or desire for another and that pond will remain ours alone, forever. You, Stella, have my love and my devotion, always. Joshua ~ My dearest Joshua, I did it! Mother doesn't know, I used the sewing machine and made myself a dress like my new friend's. Doris lives in the house connected to ours, and has helped me by loaning me a dress I could use as a pattern. I worked on them in the evenings when Mother was at her church circle. Those dimes Papa gave me have stopped.