Two days later under the hot South Texas sun and to an emotional family farewell, Billie boarded a bus for the train station to head for Philadelphia ...o stay with Aunt Susan, her mom’s sister. Uncle Colin had promised to find her a good paying job. Secretly Billie had thought of something else. She progressed as far as Forth Worth where she disembarked and took a room in a seedy hotel and went on to the street. Billie’s idea was to work as a prostitute and earn big money to save the ranch.. Martin unlocked the front door and she stepped in carrying her purse. “So, what did you do over the weekend?” she asked.He pointed to a manuscript box on the dining table. “I finished proofreading my galleys.”“Do you know what I was doing?”“What?”“Sitting at home crying my eyes out. I came home early from that stupid conference. I almost called you, Martin. I almost came over.”“I wish you had. Why didn’t you?”“I wasn’t ready to face the humiliation. I still feel like such an idiot.”“I’m all. That totally messed up most of the normal lifestyles that the actors and production crew would have normally expected. And, as a result of the instability this created in her life, Kate Winslet sought stability and comfort in an area that she'd always found to be a base for herself -- sex.Kate's very first serious boyfriend, Stephen Tredre, had also helped bring her into the full love and appreciation for adult sexual play. He'd moved her in with him when she was still 15 years old, and they. " Trying to seem as calm as a struggling little girl can, not understanding the power he emits, but sensing it, she looks back at him, a tear welling in her eye, the slits still present and quietly begs, with a silver voice. "Please don't hurt me.. Please master..." Trying to control herself, hoping he's just being a rough customer; lots of people pay for that, most aren't strong enough to keep her pinned against a bed; only a couple of shiny copper colored scales present themselves from around.