Even thenit had still not hit home. I was playing a part. It was an exercise. Itwas not real at a fundamental, life changing level.Week five was due t... start and first I would be meeting with theendocrinologist and then, at the end of the week I would be havingsurgery on my face. Come the weekend, people would know something washappening. We decided that I had to tell my parents. Sunday lunch wasthe chosen time. My mother was like a crack detective, ready for thekiller interview."Now Thomas,. She moaned and placed her hands behind her. She arched her back, pushing her chest forward as I kissed down her neck. I reached up and unbuttoned her blouse. I spread it open and took turns sucking those dark puffy nipples. Her hips began to grind slowly on the counter, so I knew she was ready.I sucked her nipple hard and pulled my head back, letting it slip between my lips and looked up and her and said, “Lay back.”She inhaled sharply and lay back on the counter. She immediately lifted. ’When he came back,he sat right next to me and I thought ‘hmmm’.Then he started telling me about his girlfriend,Bobbi,who he’s been dating for a year. ‘She’s cool and all,like she gave me this sweet gold necklace for my eighteenth birthday, but she won’t give me oral sex.’That’s how he said it.Oral sex. The Quaalude and scotch had really relaxed me. ‘You mean she won’t suck your cock?’I asked. ‘Yea,she thinks it’s dirty or some shit.’Then he goes,’Sheila,when you’re with your boyfriends,is that. I thrust against her. I am sure we were making some of the people around us uncomfortable, and I did not care.“Is that your proposition?” I teased before kissing her neck.“Yessss,” she hissed as I dragged a hand down her side, a thumb pressed into her breast as it went by.“Then I accept,” I said.I grabbed her hand and waved down a passing cab.I gave the driver the name of the hotel I had checked into and pulled her close against me as he drove us away from the lake. She fought me for a second.