Mrunali asked me, do you like that girl? I was surprised by her question and I was thinking how did she know that. I have not yet shared this informat...on with anyone.She said, your face said it all. That you like this girl, but you know what this girl does not likes you. I was not pissed off at Mrunali. I said how can you judge that she doesn’t like me? She said, I am a girl and I know girls better than you. As I was pissed, I did not wanted to continue any discussion on that topic with her. We. Most men and women do notknow that they are homosexual or transgender until they are adolescentsor older. Therefore, they often assume, until they learn to thecontrary, that, "like everyone else," they are straight, not gay, andtheir earliest exposure to erotica or pornography is apt to be anexposure to the heterosexual variety, which, by definition, features twosexes and two genders: male and female, masculine and feminine.This twofold display allows viewers--or voyeurs--to identify now as. He lay there for a few more minutes feeling even more guilty, wondering what he should do. Eventually he decided to go and apologise. So he climbed out of bed and headed for Shelley’s room. He knocked gently and then entered. On entering he found Shelley curled up on her bed, cuddling her pink teddy bear. Josh sat on the edge of the bed and stroked her arm and said, ‘I’m really sorry Shelley I didn’t mean to upset you.’ ‘I know,’ she snivelled, ‘It’s just that I have had a great time staying. I'm so looking forward to getting some time alone with you. I'm glad you chose that restaurant." Julia was as excited as I was, which amazed and delighted me."Umm, Mom chose that one. I don't know many restaurants." I was feeling guilty over my previous dishonesty.At lunch I was approached by an attractive, but rough-looking freshman girl, who asked, "Egg, what are your plans this weekend?" Ahh, I don't know, I haven't thought about it." That was true, as none of my thinking had gotten past.