You want me to like Spider man and action men. Ifyou knew the truth, you would not love me. You would think that I was afreak. That the devil himself ...as in me. I cannot live without you andDad loving me. At school they tease me already. They don't like the fact that I havelong hair and that I am not that strong. They don't think that I amnormal. They call me faggot and sissy. I am not normal. I do not knowwhat is wrong with me. Did God put me in the wrong body? Did God make amistake? Is the. But he had been avoiding her for the last two days, his face wearing a faintly hurt expression, his eyes never looking directly into hers. She knew he knew about the awful things or at least some of them that she had done, and it tore her up inside and filled her with shame, so that she couldn't find the courage to approach him and talk to him.Sunday morning dawned, the last day of the time in the mountains, and it had been announced that it would not be a working day but rather an end of week. I’ll be heading out in a minute to keep an eye on him. I’ll report into the Colonel when we get close.”All of this was watched, open-mouthed, by the Sheriff. The one called Sam continued, “We were kind of the bodyguards for the Colonel. We’ve been in Wilkins, some of us, for six months. Clem and I, well, we’re what we call watchers. We keep an eye open and let the Regiment know what’s going on.”“Regiment? You’re military? Who’s this, Colonel?”“Oops, let that one slip. Force of habit. No. [Laughter.]COURTNEY: Ladies, never threaten your boyfriend if you aren’t prepared for the consequences. [She reached to rub her butt. Laughter.]ME: Court, we’ve been through a lot together in the past several years, but we’ve got some exciting things coming up this fall. Let’s talk about our plans.COURTNEY: Really?ME: Yes.COURTNEY: Well, by this time next year, I hope to be a mommy. So really, that hour of abstinence I threatened was as hard on me as on you.ME: You are? We are? Are you....