And my old lesbian appetite never left it's just kept undercontrol, so that bit of the wish was wasted."Now the science bit as they would say. It's th... bit, 'I wish you had abody like hers' that's the problem bit, if you had said 'I wish YOURbody was like hers' I would now look like that. But you said 'I wishyou had a body like hers,' now here we go.... We are married, you gaveyour body and soul to me in that marriage, so your body is mine so tospeak, right?"Garry nodded slowly. "Riiight," he. The screen showed two women kissing passionately. Slowly, they began to grope and lick each other’s breasts. Katie felt herself becoming incredibly aroused. She tried closing her eyes to avoid the visual effect. In her own head she attempted to convince herself, “I’m not a dyke. I’m not a dyke. I AM NOT A FUCKING LESBO!”“Eyes up, rush!” Jessica shouted, intruding Katie’s thoughts. Katie opened her eyes. It wasn’t working anyway. The moaning noises were just as arousing as the visuals. The women. The image of Bradley’s corpse came unwillingly into my mind. 1SB41D1E. Once before I die.Too late, bastard.I didn’t bother to dry myself. Once I caught myself starting to drift off in the shower, I turned it off and flopped on my already wet bed. I was asleep in an instant.Damn. I haven’t had a nightmare and panic attack in months. Not since meeting Dag.No respiteSomething was thudding in my head. I covered it with a pillow and demanded that I go back to sleep. Then the ringing. My stupid. 05:00 Mum and Dad are going at it early morning. I can hear them using some sort of toy. I've heard the buzzing noise lots of times before, but never used to be really aware of what it was. I can't stand it any longer and go outside and sit on the terrace, thinking of Lucio again and whether he's going to be a mass. I'm deciding whether to play it cold towards him, showing him how annoyed I am with him or pretend as if nothing has happened...as if last Sunday's fling at his Aunt's house never.