Our first two years were like a dream to me and then the dream turned into a nightmare. I began to hear rumors that Jilly was running around on me. I ...ad nothing concrete to go on, just rumors, and since we seemed to be getting along great I put them out of my mind. But the rumors persisted.One week during the third year of our marriage my company sent me to Salt Lake City for a three-day seminar. The first night I called home four times and never got an answer. When I got up early the next. ”She groaned. “Please tell me you paid more attention than that. I know you’re having brain-wiping sex, but that was the most painful conversation you and I have ever had, and if it turns out that you weren’t even listening...”“No, no, I’m sorry. I do remember. You told me that it means that I’m able to hurt her, and that she finally trusts me enough to hope that I won’t.”“Even though...” she prompted.“Even though I already am. Which I’m still not sure I understand.”“Press rewind on that. Robert certainly enjoyed our verbal long distance foreplay, and was disappointed when I could notachieve an orgasm during these games. In fact, I got in the habit of doing something I had neverdown previously, I occasionally faked orgasms on the phone with my stepson. I felt that my inability to cum might be my punishment for the sins I committed with Robert thissummer. In truth, I would have accepted that fate as my punishment; however, I feared thatultimately, my punishment could be much,. “How does she feel Tony? Was she worth the wait?” There was no response from him, just a steady increase in his rhythm. I was so sensitive that the sex was hurting me. However, the sensations merely turned me on further and if I could endure the discomfort, knew that I’d orgasm virtually continuously. Jade took hold of my left hand and placed in on her pussy as she began to drive. I was trying to focus on pushing myself back against Tony as he fucked me faster and harder but every few seconds.