He lifted Rebecca over his shoulder and walked the few steps to the bed and threw her down. She had only a moment to inhale before he pulled her hands...toward the headboard and secured them with a piece of fabric. Rebecca began to resist again but it was no use. After what seemed like little effort on his part to control her flailing legs, her feet were tied together. As the man got off the bed and turned to get something off the bedside table, Rebecca took a moment to look at the fabric used on. Christ! What a mockery to lose her again, this time to death. It was almost more than I could bear. We were both cheated out of so much.Charlie, her husband, sat in the front pew masking his non-grief well. He looked almost bored with the whole proceeding. Beside him sat a young woman who could only be Sarah's daughter. I saw nothing of Charlie in her, nothing at all. She looked so much like her mother did on that day we said our goodbyes.I was numb inside as I sat and continued to stare at the. Before long her sighs and moans turned into grunts and she pulled Ken down onto her so I couldn’t see anything but her nails raking his back. She was nibbling on his ear lobe when her orgasm hit her and it must have come on suddenly as she nearly bit if off causing him to wince. I had my hands down my panties again by this time and came in concert with my mother though not as loudly and dramatically. Her hooting and shouting would have woken the dead. As she came down from her high she turned. We kind of had sex." I explained once again. "We never actually had intercourse, only oral sex. But it was inevitable that the two of us would end up in bed together. I think even then I understood that. I just didn't admit it to myself. Even my being in a different body I just couldn't get past the feeling that it was incest in some way. Looking back on it now I see that was silly. But ... anyway like I told you, allowing Clarity to fall in love with me was the only way we could think of to.