Take them off.’ I whispered. She went back to running her hands along the elastic for a minute, before she slowly rolled my shorts down my legs. Im...ediately my erection bobbed free, standing straight up toward my bellybutton. ‘Oh!’ She gasped in surprise. I could feel my veins throbbing. She sat back on her heels staring. ‘Cara.’ I whispered, looking down at her. ‘Would you like to touch me?’ Please…please say yes. ‘Like you touch me?’ She asked, her face flushed. ‘Yes, sort of.’ I said.. "That's why they're called fantasies. I have so many other fantasies that will never be anything more than that. Believe me, I've come to grips with the fact that most of my fantasies will never happen. I'm rapidly approaching the Big Four-Oh. The time to sow my wild oats passed a long time ago."She was quiet for a long time. The words seemed to weigh heavily on her. She wrapped her arm around me and rested her head on my chest. "I feel guilty, like I've denied you some experience that I can or. "I need to talk to you," I said, looking around. "I have to go, can it wait until tomorrow," John muttered, starting to walkaway."Dude, if you can't talk to me now, at least call me tonight! I'm in thebook!" Okay, I'll look!" he said, rolling his eyes and walking out the door.I tried to catch up with him, but the volume of the hallway was too muchfor me, and I just ended up going out the door."Damnit," I said, really wanting to help this kid out. I started walking,towards the sun, thinking. Tonight, I'll spoil you when Maria comes." I can't wait for that. You're such a wonderful girlfriend. Let's have some cake and tea. I don't want to have sex until Maria comes. I want to save it all up for that."I cut the cake and gave some to Timothy and gave him his tea. We sat and had some treats before Maria came over. I just love my boyfriend. We'd been going out for the past three years. We were both twenty-five years old. I knew someday, we'd get married. But, for now we were just.