Sometimes my sons used the fitness machines with me. I did not smoke or drink much and I slept enough, so my body was in good shape. I could deny ten ...ears from my age easily. The problem was the collection of the mate candidates. There were few good mate candidates in the market. Most good husband candidates were attached with girlfriends, mates or wives. To find a good mate was a difficult thing. To find another divorced serial cheater bastard, a violence abuser, an alcoholic abuser, a drug. "This is nice, too, although..." I let my words drift away in a soft tease."I suppose you still want a blow job," she teased sharply."Damn right I do," I shot back. Then in a lighter tone, I added, "Let me know when you've had too much of teasing."I shifted my position to let my lips follow where my hands had been caressing, and I gently started tasting and teasing her skin.The connection between us was enhanced by chemistry. I don't think it was just that moment, or the situation that made me. " That doesn't explain why you need to get younger." I'm to be a paid companion to a little girl," Patrickadmitted, feeling embarrassed."What? I've got to see this. I'll be right over. Goodbye." Wait!" Patrick shouted. "Don't come over!" But it was toolate. Melissa had already hung up the phone."So what did Melissa have to say?" his mom asked."She said she's coming over." Oh, that's nice." No, it's not nice. I don't want her to see me like this!" Well, you should have thought about that before. Can no longer love you. You're a wonderful man. You have your whole life to look forward to. Don't waste it on a lost cause." Lost cause? But a few weeks ago you were willing to have me move in, share a life with..." It was a foolish fantasy. I should have known it could never be. I've accepted it now, Michael. You need to do the same — and move on."Michael could not see Sarah's heart aching as she spoke the words."We can still..." No, we can't. My live is here with Charlie. I lost sight of.