Sitting, standing, in motion, she looked, in a barely perceptible way, uncertain.The spark was gone from those once-lively gray eyes.More than anythin..., her personality had changed, like a dimmer switch had been dialed down. Sabbath had gone from outgoing, even bubbly on camera, to subdued.All of it, the physical and emotional alterations ... well, everything made sense. It was understandable, but sad at the same time. She now had a slightly haunted demeanor — pale, unsure, timid.I tried to. But Eddie needed the support so approached Donna to gauge her reaction. Initially Donna was cold on the idea, but Eddie worked on her and she eventually agreed. Now Phil is no mug, his deal meant a liaison up front with Donna and another if Eddie closed one bigger deal, which Eddie agreed too. Phil’s logic was he had one session with Donna regardless of Eddie’s success or failure. The plan was Phil went to see Donna one afternoon all pre-arrange with her. Phil described the butterflies he had. Something she did in the past came back to bite her(sl**ping with a s*******n year old high school boy, Craig). She came to me and asked if I would help her stop drinking. I told her, ‘While I was at home, there would be know problem, but when I wasn’t there she better get Ellen to help her.’ People change when they are drinking, all Brandi could do was think about sex. I had not seen my parents for three years. I got word that there home had caught fire in the middle of the night. I was the. Now she had to meet with the contractor to finalize the plans for some alterations to our new home in the mountains. Had I been maneuvered into something she'd been planning all along? I probably had but it sure seemed like the answer to a lifetime of dreams.She was in and out constantly the next few weeks and if she was at home she was on the phone most of the time. She chased me out of the room whenever she was on the phone so I had no idea who she was talking with or about what but it.