And Seth was working during school, too, so we often had to cram into the backseat of his car or find a quiet place to go like a park or on one occasi...n, a public bathroom stall. I had found that Seth always came much faster and harder in these random locations and while I had asked if he was into that, he never would admit it.It was the night before summer break and Seth had invited me over for dinner, my parents requesting that I be home no later than 8:00. Seth's mom was a fantastic cook,. A world of hands and mouths and energy engulfing them – pulling them in like the powerful undertow of the ocean. And it would come to her in that instant as a breath or a look. Just before he took a fist full of her long hair in his hands to pull her in closer for a soft, lingering kiss or to push her mouth down to serve him further. He could be anyone. From the darkest Lord of the Underworld to the Prince of Beauty’s dreams – His range was incredible. For her he was truly an angel thrown from. Another cure for this particular type of heartbreak is to just avoid all the mounting reality-based problems and enjoy the now. Instead of tormenting myself thinking about you being unwilling to leave, I should avoid that and enjoy the warmth of your hands, or the taste of your lips on mine. Small victories. This method works until the build-up of all the small dreams creates a chaotic restlessness deep inside of you.Restlessness is another issue entirely I believe I should focus on in detail. I broke the kiss and looked her square in the eyes."Just how experienced are you? I really like you a lot and I don't want you to wake up in the morning and say I took advantage of you. I don't want it to go any further than you want, especially because of the alcohol. Please know that if I didn't care for you, I wouldn't ask such a personal question." I said as smooth as I knew, trying to be tender.In reality I wanted to fuck her brains out right now, but fucking her for the rest of the school.