.. “Oh ... but you couldn’t.”“And you can’t go by yourself.” I said. “Gather your shit and come on.”“Where are we going? What shit? ...hy are you dressed for Crossroads? What?”“21 days is how many weeks?”“Umh ... three?”“How long did we have to wait?”“Well ... what are we waiting for?” She hollered at Cyn. “We’re going now.”“Let me connect Olaf.”“Who is Olaf?” I said.“Autopilot.”“Olaf?”“Got to name the helmsman something. Why not Olaf?”Cyn tramped down the companionway ladder. She started in. Aunt Joan seemed satisfied after I swallowed a few mouthfuls, put my glassdown next to my plate and carried the used napkin over to the trash. Terri,who had been rubbing the spot on my back where she'd just whacked me,brushed a few hairs from my face before strolling back to her seat."What happened, Bobby?" Corina looked confused and worried.I remembered what had made me choke and frowned. "Third grade? What makesyou think I'm in third grade?"Corina frowned back. "Well, you seem a little too. " I want bigger breasts," I answered, feeling my face redden. "I want to be a girl." Have you gotten any counseling? Ever talked to anyone about this?" No." Are you thinking about having a sex change eventually?" The nurse sat down and she pointed at an empty chair for me."I don't know." I shrugged. "My husband, he, um ... he likes me sorta the way I am." You're married?" The woman smiled and she had nice green eyes."Yeah, not like in a church or anything, but..." I understand," she said."I was. Breastfeeding a student so he focuses more on studies; letting him feel her enormous firm jugs as she planted kisses on his forehead. It didn't end with her students, however, as she did private dances for her neighbors when her husband was away. She thought back to her last day at her old school; wearing spandex leggings under her abaya especially for a student whom she tutored; throwing her long legs over his shoulder as he licked, kissed and panted between her inner thighs. "You are heaven.