I don't want to be very far from here either. Maybe a college out of town, but near enough to drive back." "How about the same college Tom went to?" "...eah, but living with Tom will get us in the same situation. Beside that Aunt Joanna lives there too." "We could find us another place near them. As you said, we keep our relationship to inside the house and we are brother and sister outside." "You may have our answer there," I said. "Then we have to tell them we are planning on studying there and. He sighed, ‘Its just hitting me…..I’ll never be able to come back…..this is the last I’ll see of home….’ Giving him a small squeeze, ‘It’s the last we’ll both see of home.’ Turning around and taking her in his arms he held her, his chin resting on the top of her head, ‘I’m sorry…..I’m so sorry I pulled you into all of this……its all my fault..’ ‘Well I’m not…..I realise I wasn’t really living until I met you, just drifting through life, not really feeling anything,…and although I’m scared….and. There were days I felt my body was almost turned into liquid form, and the lonely nights had sent me turning too many times to my toys of choice. I smiled to myself - okay, so it hadn’t been only the nights; when I had purchased that little remote control bullet, now that had been fun. I remember when he had gone into my drawer for a pen and found the remote. He had tapped away at a couple of buttons while asking me what was its use. I had muttered something about needing new batteries for my. We got to the Hardee's first two days after all that was decided. He and Alice were still triking with me. We were still racing into the darkness very early in the mornings. "I'm going to buy breakfast even though I beat you fair and square," he said."I never refused a free meal in my life," I said. I was wondering when the other shoe was going to fall. I knew there was another shoes since Jeremy enjoy his meal more, after he beat me and I had to pay.We were at the corner table a few yards from.