I found the book open by the side of my unmade bed. I closed it and brought it to him. He told me to stand facing Him and He read the entries--when I ...ad gone to work, when I had gotten home, what the calorie count had been each day, what exercise I had done, if I had masturbated, if I had not masturbated--a star was supposed to accompany every entry where J had told me to masturbate for Him, etc. The logbook was up-to-date...through Wednesday...a fact He was just now discovering as my heart. It was 1:30 am, and the Manager asked us to leave. On our way home, we decided to pick up some more alcohol. We reached home and started drinking. We started talking about our lives and what all had happened during the past few years. As the night passed, the distance between Zyra and me got reduced.Somehow we started talking about our relationships. Zyra was shocked to hear that I had not dated any girl till now. She couldn’t believe that I live in Mumbai and not date anyone. She got a date. ” His hands quickly unbuckle my jeans and pull down my panties as a blunt finger dips into my slit before circling my clit. I grasp onto his shoulders for support as his eyes bore into mine. Our breathing is heavy and I can only stare at him in anticipation. He slowly rubs his blunt finger onto my clit. “Tell me you don’t want this. Scream at me to stop and I will." His breath fans across my face as my body arches to meet his touch. Our eyes lock, as he slowly dips a finger inside my slit. This girl was clearly upset. Chen introduced me to her, Yun was her name. My girlfriend pulled her blanket around her and went up to talk to Yun. Yun told her that her boyfriend had broken up with her and that she now was single. She said that they had just have had sex when he broke the news. He told her that he had another girlfriend and that she was pregnant and that he was going to marry her. So they could not see each other. She had rushed out of there, leaving most of her stuff. She had a.