You will know when it happens to you. Not before." How long will I be in there? There should be some sort of limit, don't you think? It is a new toy, ...fter all." Until I am satisfied." Jason took the binder back from me, and held it up to my nose. "Smell it."I smelled it. It smelled good. Leather always had a way of making me aroused."Kiss it."I kissed it. Not just a peck but a loving kiss that continued and ran with my tongue from the top down to the base."Good girl. Now, take your top off."My. They usually have small titties and I like them big and droopy. Young girls are fixated with being thin, whereas I prefer chubby women and most old ladies are lovely and chubby and even fat. And in the main young women want me to do all the work, sexually whereas the old ladies I have known enjoy sex and showing me new things.So, Jason, in what way did Mrs Hill make you feel special?’‘Well, when I told her about how my almost constant erections embarrassed me, she put me as ease and just simply. .at me. Your saliva is now dripping down your tits and your eyes are watering and my cock is hard as I watch your video. You have since crawled between my legs and are opening my pants and pulling out my cock as I watch you on the TV screen.As I watch your performance you say, "I hope you like it and I will make any video you request" You start licking and kissing the head of my cock.On the screen you are now taking almost all of it in your mouth and you are obviously gagging and retching as it. .. right?Part of me wishes I could talk to Tim, or even Samantha. They'd have great advice for this situation. But I can't go back to that life. It's not that going back would be painful. It's ... fuck! It really is that I feel like I've been lying to Alexis. I've been extremely careful not to lie to her, but by omission, I've lied. And I'm just afraid of the guilt. And that guilt is holding me back from pushing her more physically too. So we're stuck at this physical/emotional barrier. And.