Jerking off on regular basis would give me the release I needed but it still wasn't enough. I longed for the touch of a woman. I put out ads on CL and...AFF. In the beginning I had no luck but I wasn't discouraged. I knew at some point my luck had to change. It had just had to. My home life wasn't getting any better and I was desperate. Sure enough my luck did finally turn around. My CL ad got me a mistress and I was in conversation with a mature couple on AFF.Let's call them Tom and Diane. They. Hello I said to him Hello What are you doing out here? I asked I ummm am just hiking around he said in his young squeaking voice. Me too&hellip, you want to join me? I asked Ok he said My name is Britney I said Im Ricky. he said shaking my hand. We began walking back the way we came from and I made conversation with him, I found out he was 14 and I told him that Im 27. We walked on for a few more minutes. Im really thirsty do you have any water. I asked Yea I have some in my backpack. I had spent many hours, many days and months searching various dating websites, but, too many just wanted to show me their cock, I hardly got to see their faces let alone their whole bodies, I wanted a body I could caress, nipples to suck on, necks to kiss, I reasoned that if these were available then more intimate sexual activity would follow.Who ever we are, we carry baggage built up over time some from our early teenage period, mine has been built up layer by layer over sixty years, and mine. However, instead of driving directly to the theatre I pulled off Route 80 at at the Denville exit and drove south to Route 10. I went east on Route 10 for two miles to the Denville adult bookstore. She was still playing with her pussy as I parked car in the parking lot. She quickly buttoned her blouse and pulled the flap on her skirt closed. We got out of the car and walked to the entrance, I opened the door, my wife stepped inside and I quickly followed. They were several men browsing through.