My butt cheeks felt hot and tingly, but I was extremely turned on.Then he rubbed a cooling lotion over my tender bottom with gentle, soothing strokes....I sighed contentedly.God, this feels so good! There’s no doubt in my mind that I’d let him do anything he wanted!“You’re such a good girl, Jill,” his tones turning dulcet, soothing my mind while he continued to smooth my bottom with the lotion. “You handled your first experience with the crop much better than Anna.”Anna? Why is he comparing me to. Not really serious, you know, but wondering. Then, the first night I went out with Steve, I ended up fucking him and two other guys almost all night. Well, the next day I felt wonderful — until I started to think about it all. Then, I got really upset. I didn't know how to deal with it."What were you upset about?' Bev asked, "I mean, what were you thinking, exactly?'"I kept saying to myself, 'Why am I like this? Why do I need so much sex? Isn't it wrong?' No, that's not really what I was. " With that, she kissed me.So, I said, "No."Oh, no I didn't, I'm kidding. Are you crazy?What I really said was, "I know how precious Amy is to you and I'd treat her like I've treated you. I love you both and wouldn't ever want to hurt either one of you." You can't tell Amy that you know about this and you can never tell anyone else, even your mom about what we've been doing or will do, okay?" Oh, I never would, ever. What would I do about birth control?" Amy's on the pill, not to worry." Well,. .the old guy stood up and said how about my place,I live 5 mins walk from here,the younger guy said yes fine, he looked at me and said want to join us,my hard on made me say yes,so I just went with them.the older guy started asking me what I was into so I told him can I just watch and see as I am more curious than anything,we got to his house went into the front room he pulled the curtains I sat in a chair he started kissing the younger guy,then he pushed something under his nose a small bottle.